For most of you who know me, you know that I have spent a great deal of my 26 years on this planet trying to make everyone else happy. All this has gotten me is very miserable and very frustrated. After 26 years, I have decided to finally do what makes me happy. I am going to make my own choices. I am making my own decision. I am fully aware that this could create some very negative reactions, as most of you are used to me giving a shit about what you all want me to do. I have to do the things I am going to do in the next 6 months for me, and me alone. Call me selfish. Call me a bitch. I honestly don't give a flying fuck anymore. I have to start making Natalie happy, not all of you. So here we go, a new book is being written starting now. Actually, to be honest, I have already started the process of making these all important life changing choices. I figure that the people who really love me, will still be there with me when this is all said and done. If not, then I guess our relationship was awfully one sided, now wasn't it. You can be shocked at my forthcoming decisions. You can disagree with them. You can tell me I am making the biggest mistakes ever. That's all up to you. Just remember before you start yelling at me, that you have all told me at one point "I love you, and I just want you to be happy. And to do what is right for you." It's time to put your money where your mouth is.
